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I love good movies and books. I love talking philosophy on life, death, perspective, and religion. I am a lucid dreamer and think my life wouldnt be complete without an adventure every night:) Zach is my whole life and I can't wait till we can add to our wonderful family:)

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Dreams are an adventure

Family vacations were always something we looked forward too and we were doing something a lot more epic than usual. My dad had found a quiet town in southern Florida were we could just rent a house for a week for a very minimal price.
So, the first couple nights when we went down there were quiet relaxing days. Then things started to get weird. The kids got restless and we started playing games. Running games, hiding games, you know how kids are.
The townsfolk started to notice the energy we were stirring up and slowly started to leave. Not putting off vibes that they were annoyed but putting of vibes that they were scared what would happen if they stayed.
I brought it up that something didn't feel right and that we were vacationing in a ghost town. But my family thought I was just being eccentric.
Then one day I walked out of our little house we were renting and stood on the porch. Something seemed off. The air felt dry and stale, which was super weird for the coastal town we were in. I started to wander.
In kind of a marshy area about a mile from our house I ran across a tree house. It was epic in size and looked like it was put together in a hurry. I climbed up and saw brand new chairs and nick-knacks. Also there were bells dancing all around the exits.
It was so whoever was living here would have a warning before everything went to hell. The dead silence of the air was so uncomfortable I just had to find the source. Heading in a direction I knew felt most unsafe, I searched the swamp. I saw a group of people up ahead ( which was weird b/c the town had been empty for at least a full day). Slowly, hiding in the swamp I got around them to see how many there were and what they were up to. All I could tell is they looked like they were all bearing weapons and all of the members of the group looked like they had been buried for at least a year. Awesome, I thought to myself, theres like 30 Wights/Zombies in the most random place ever that we just happened to vacation at. They were odd to explain. Mostly because I knew they were dead and moving as a wight but I could tell they had physical bodies. I ran. As quickly and as quietly as I could and as I was running I ran into a boy, about 17. And man did he have a lot to say. He told me that the barn would be safe and that he was told if this ever happened to never leave that barn. The army was moving slow enough that we had more than enough time to get out of there. also I knew the family back at home would be packing and that they were going to leave a little after sundown. I knew I had time to get to them. Also, the army If they kept moving the direction they were going would just miss them. I ran with the boy to the barn he was talking about. And as I was running I heard a voice that said "don't leave that barn no matter what". We quickly ran down to the barn and hid under some lumber. Unfortunately the boy that was with me hid fairly close to me and despite the fact that I had found an amazing hiding spot he was jabbering on and on and would not stop. I knew it could give away our position but there was nothing that I could do to make him hold his tongue.

Now I'm not going to lie, I'm no writter so this next part may be difficult to explain. But imagine the best you can. We're hiding under some lumber in the barn and all of the sudden I hear heavy breathing. I try as hard as I can to smash myself to the wall and become invisible but the stupid boy's chattering ruined my efforts. Something black and light as a skeleton came smashing through th

Saturday, October 29, 2011

Loving the Angora, Cashmere and Alpaca:)





I love Victoria's Secret clothes. Its everything a woman needs to feel beautiful:)

dreaming isnt always pleasant

As far back as I can remember I've never had a dream that was as awful as the dream I had last night. Usually, I have epic story based dreams full of superpowers and defeating zombies:) Last night while I was dreaming I tried to wake up, knowing I was dreaming. I've also never had a dream that if the content got too intense I couldnt slightly modify it. I feel my dream last night was almost forced on me. My dreaming self was screaming, scratching at my face and pulling my hair trying to pull myself out. I've never woken up so exhasted. The worst part about it is that all the "bad guys" where people I loved and trusted more than anything or anyone else, that would never do the things my mind was making them do. The whole dream felt like a weird mix of a Rob Zombie movie and Hellraiser. Though I wont go into details the storyline was epicly discusting with an increadible soundtrack (just like a Rob Zombie movie). Honestly, I love Rob Zombie's music but hate his movies, they're way too messed up. What's weird is I've never sat through an entire Rob Zombie movie and havent been exposed to anything scary for a long time. Maybe its the halloween spirit in the air or picking out costumes but something in my head went very wrong last night. I guess everyone has bad dreams sometimes. Being a lucid dreamer though made it very very upsetting.

Anyway, Halloween has always been my favorite holliday. I love scary movies, candy and dressing up:) Btw, I strongly recomend "The Crazies" by far the best scary movie ever.

I <3 zombie movies.

Monday, October 17, 2011

Mckalle's wedding

need vintage red. and i'm excited.
amazing! http://www.bluevelvetvintage.com/

Saturday, September 17, 2011

The purpose of life.


Its the memory of what has been

searching for that spark

its the ever current present

Living every moment

Its the hope of whats to come.

It is pure joy.

Saturday, August 27, 2011

happy baby names:)

No,I'm not planning on having a baby any time soon. But being a girl I've always had my ideas on baby names my names I always wanted when I was little were Rose or Aurora for a girl and for a boy I made up the name Vicent not Vincent but Vicent (vi-cent) everyone hates it (especially my husband) lol. But I still have a special place in my heart for it:) High school I started having a love for the name Alice and Maryann, good old fashioned names. Anywho, so I'm still in love with odd names.

Boy: Valiant, Amaris, Avalon, Calix (cay-lix), and Sirius ( I know, I know. But I still like it:)

My all time favorites are: Xander, Atticus and Zachary Thatcher.

Girl: Kaya, Clary, Alice Xa'hara.

All time favorite: Azaylia Suzette Dupaix and Xiley Dupaix

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Nutritional Needs Calculator awesomeness

Nutritional Needs Calculator
Based on the information you provided, you use approximately 2156 calories per day.
To meet your weight loss goal, try to limit your calories to 1656 calories per day. That way, you will lose approximately 1 lb. per week, as 1 lb. of fat equals about 3,500 calories. The USDA does not recommend a weight loss of more than 1 to 2 lbs. per week.

The recommended distribution of your daily calories is:


The recommended daily amounts of key vitamins and minerals are:

Vitamin D:5mcg
Vitamin C:60mg
Vitamin B12:2mcg


When you reach your weight goal, you can gradually decrease your intake to 4545 calories to maintain your weight, providing you maintain the same physical activity level. if your physical activity level changes, use this tool to recalculate your daily calorie needs.

These recommendations are based on the USDA’s Recommended Dietary Allowances (1989) and Dietary Reference Intakes (1997).

Friday, May 27, 2011

Friday, May 20, 2011

baby room ideas:)+BATMAN!!

and now for some adorable baby rooms:) (yes alyssa I may be a bit baby hungry:)

Friday, May 13, 2011

too cute.

Cottage Loft Bed

Pink Retro Kitchen Collection
Regular $249.00 – $747.00 special $249.00 – $699.00
how adorable is that!! plus the adorable kitchen set inside!

Saturday, May 7, 2011


Last night I slept for a whopping 9 hours. in a very restless type of way. a couple of nightmares later I found myself in a very interesting dream..

I was meditating on a beautiful green hill. wind blowing through my hair as I gently found power from the meditation. I calmly spoke the word "up" and up I went. Flowing through the air and feeling the balance inside of me control my movement.

I always love flying dreams. Its an utmost feeling of actual spiritual empowerment.

Saturday, April 9, 2011


another picture post:)